why am i doing this?

why oh why would i blog here?

i am famous for blogging like crazy on another site...but here it is...i lost my ability to drown out my audience...

when i started...it was a few close friends...at one time i had 60 readers and new who about 15 actually were...

then as more people got wind of my blogging (within family and whathaveyou) i started watching what i said more...more and more i edited my thoughts and feeling more for my audience than i would like...so here is a place i can cut loose and let a few people know about and hope that i can write the thoughts and feelings i have held in...

welcome to my inner thoughts.

welcome to my heart and soul.